Umeed

na kar dil ko kamzor jo guzar gya jo choot gya,
umeed rakh us par jo toofan mein bhi tere paas reh gya
rehta nahi koi bhi kuch bhi hamesha ke liye ,
rehta hai toh sirf ehsaas aur yakeen
tujhe buland karne ke liye

khatayein

Khata teri thi yan meri
is uljhan mein yeh pal
haseen lamhe kal huye
do ghadi ham khafa thea
kuch palchin tum roothe

kahin bandhaan ke dhaage
inhi uljhano mein uljah na jaye
dua hai ab bas khuda se itni
tum hamhein aur hum tumhe
uljahnao mein bhi samjh paayen !!

koi samjhe na

koi samjhe na tanhayi kya hoti hai
khudh se bichad jane ki judayi kya hoti hai
bewafa kisi ko keh dena mushkil nahi
par wafa karke bhi badnaam hona
bewaafayi se bhi badi saza dil ko hoti hai

kya hoon main ?

tujhe kya kahun kya hoon main
abhi toh khud nahi jaana kya hoon main

kuch sawal karne hai khudse
kuch jawab poochne hai khudse

shayad kabhi ek roshni ki lau si jaleygi
shayad kabhi khud se mulaqat milegi

kuch kehte hai pagal hoon main
kuch kehte hai abhi nadaan hoon main

girte hai kayi. sambhalte hai kayi
jis raaste ki manzil hai khuda
ussi safar ki ek musafir hoon main

is that really you ??

is that really you ?

in the warm sunrays, that embrace me
giving me a friend to walk with
in the dark night, that dreads me
giving me a friend to share with
when i look around myself, all i ask is
is that really you ?

in the shadow of trees, that cover me
giving me a friend to feel protected with
in the chirping of birds, that tickle me
giving me a friend to laugh with
when i look around myself, all i ask is
is that really you ?

in the cool breeze,that blows past me
giving me a friend to smile with
in the rattling of leaves, that entertain me
giving me a friend , to giggle with
when i look around myself , all i ask is
is that really you ?

in the dark clouds, that hover above me
giving me a friend to fly with
in the lightening thunders, that scare me
giving me a friend to cry with
when i look around myself, all is ask is
is that really you ?

in the drizzling rain, that drench me
giving me a friend to dance with
in the smell of wet earth, that fills me
giving me a friend , to be home with
when i look around myself, all i ask is
is that really you ?


when i look at myself, all i ask is
is that really you ?

ehsaas

dil ke gham se shayri nikalti hai
kuch ehsaas shabd ban jaate hai
kuch ehsaas unkahe reh jaate hai
kuch ka saath zindagi chod jaati hai

tera saaya

koi dost nahi tera toh kya gham hai
bas ek haath badah aur phir dekh
saara jahan baahein phailaye tera hai
phir bhi agar tanha reh jaye kahi
bhool na jaana hum kadam saaya tera hai

kuch lamhe

kuch lamhe thea jo beet gaye
kuch lamhe hain jinke intzaar mein
zindagi beet jayegi

kuch pal thea jo hasa gaye
kuch pal hain jinke intezzar mein
hasi aansoo ban jayegi

kuch lamhe thea jo sula gaye
kuch lamhe hain jinke intezaar mein
jaagte raat beet jayegi

har alfaaz

har alfaaz ek ranjish lage
har saans ek bandish lage
kabhi khud se toh kabhi khudi se
namukamal sa har ehsaas lage

kuch afsaane

kuch kisse afsaane ban jaate hai 
kuch gham ka thikaane ban jaate hai 
kisi ko kise se pyar beshumar hai 
kisi ki pyaar se hi takraar hai 
koi karta hai laakh bahaane hasne ke
kisi ki hasi mein bhi gham ki jhankar hai

after a long time .....

kehte hai faaslon se pyaar gehra hota hai
reh jaaye jo dil mein woh yaad ka pehra hota hai
waqt ko milan aur judai ka ilzaam na do
palkon ko umeed ka jhalawa na do
iraada agar laaut aana ka hota toh
dur woh humse kabhi gya na hota

Watever's

is it  word that annoys you big time ??? it certainly does for me .... why do people even bother to talk when all they gonna endup saying is"WTV" .. and that too when they know they talking all crap.....

Anyways, its best to not argue with such people ..coz more you talk more they argue .....

blabber = trouble

sometimes words spoken in ignorance create trouble, and when u know u talk without a thought then there is no one to blame for the trouble you invite ..
and why is that everytime its too late to rectify as simple as words out cant be taken back ..and why does it happens that a lifetime is short to learn from ur mistakes. and specially what you get called to repeat the same mistakes , that makes me wonder if i deserved what i got ????

why is that everything is like a big question?

Tu Hi Tu

Never gave it a thought that i can write something when im in the middle of experiencing a headache and cant really think straight. And somehow managed to write few lines

tu woh khwaab hai jise maine khuli aankhon se dekha hai
tu woh haqeeqat hai jise maine nazron se chua hai
tere dil mein mera naam-o-nishaan nahi,
gham is baat ka bhi nahi
mere naam tere khyalon ka ek pal hi sahi
khush iss baat se hi sahi
tu woh aaarzo hai jise maine anchaahe chaaha hai

Aaaaha back after days

Hmm feels nice to be back after a bit .....

dil diyan galan kara mai kehna sanjhiyan
sochiya bahut par oh reh gaiyan soch toh v vanjhiyan
khud hi dil di galwakdi bana ke ,
kuch keh liya kuch reh gya
kuch seene mere dabbe gaye
kuch mere hathan di sajawat banke reh gaye
kuch banke mere dil di likhawat reh gaye

tired :(

what a day ,
its almost end of the day and im tired ..

for a change i was being nice ;)

and actually bored of computer..dunno why

uff im too tired to write

haal-e-bayan kya karein
ghum hai hosh-e-hawaas
itni yakeen hai mujhe
yeh hai sab meri bakwaas


haha

sleepy sleepy

went to bed last night with a hope that i will wake up early, but story of my life..... thats the only thing i cant do ;)

well as a dear friend of mine will say to this " you panda eyes , you dont go to bed till 2 a.m and then complain you cant wake up" which is very true... its all habitual you see ... and please dont tell her that most of the times I stay up for her so that i can make a fun ending to my day ;)

what else for today.. oh yeah im so much missing my friend Harpz...she's gone to India ..wonder when can I chat with her again ..shes gonna be there for long time :(

ummm... still waiting for the finale of "iss jungle se mujhe bachao"

Oh God, there is something happening to my memory, i cant keep count of things ..ufff this aging...wish i could still be at school ..life was fun then with lots of activities( other than acedemics ..just kidding ) dancing ,singing, sports and what not.

Im quite liking this blog thing......

My very first post

Hello everyone once again :) ,

After trying hands on couple of tools here and there,here I am.
Little tired, will leave something nice for you all to read before i leave.

Welcome

Hye my dear friends,

My very first blog and I am still little unsure of how it works. But anyways its never too late to give it a try ;) .

Almost a month ago one of my friend gave me a link to one of the blog posts by our common friend and she suggested me to have my own blog.
And here I am sharing my little so called personal webspace with you all .

Enjoy !!